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Thursday, 19 February 2009

无奈

最近,常会听到朋友们诉说着要去外国读书。。哈哈。。好羡慕他们哦!!不过,没办法咯,我只能在这里好好的把书读完,也许就已经不错了。如果有机会的话,我也想去外面试试看。看看一个人生活会是怎么样的。也许会变得更加独立吧。。现在的我,要是没人管的话,生活会一团糟吧 ><

人的青春是有限的。也只有在年轻时,胆量会比较大,敢去冒险,敢尝试新东西,敢去闯。当人已到了一段年纪,就会失去这个胆量,因为必须顾虑到很多东西,比如说家庭,经济,健康 bla bla bla... 反正,就是想安顿下来,好好的过日子。年轻时的梦想已不实际了。

所以啊,趁年轻时,好好的去外面走一走,开开自己的眼界,看看自己多么的渺小,世界有多么的大!!

我呢,没办法去外国留学,那只好往自己的胸膛拍一拍,告诉自己会有机会的,也许不是去留学,而是一个人去旅游,就像背包族一样,在某一个国家住上一段时间,再往下一个目的地前近。 ^^ 前提是,我必须好好的吧书读完,赚钱,才有办法实现吧。。

对于那些有机会去外国留学的人,要好好扽的念哦,因为你们是幸福的 :)

Tuesday, 17 February 2009

Hot

Kuching nw is really really hot!!! Hw i hope it can at least rain a bit :@

well, i cant control the weather though ><

So, new semester is coming up very very very soon liao..

how's is everyone preparing for it?? (swinburne's students)

For me, haha.. dont knw whether to feel happy or feel sad!!

Holidays seem to be nice in the sense that u can jux relax and feel free to do anything u like.. u can go out anytime and watch as much movie as u wan.. but when it's a long holiday, u started to get bored and found out that ur money runs out faster than u can think of.. In the end, have to stay at home since no more money left to go out and play ( dad doesnt give pocket money during holidays) ... :(

when semester starts, u would wish to have ur holiday much more than anything!! All that time spending in uni and study and study and assignment and assingment and tutorial and tutorial and all the searching info and bla bla bla... It's really stressy.. especially u have to wake up on time to attend for classes.. Everything is so restrain when semester started.. Parents start nagging abt ur studies, worrying abt results and hoping for more money to come from the loans..

haha...

very weird right??

People jux never satisfied with what they have..
They would jux wish more and more eventhough they already have enough
Maybe that is jux the way to get RICH :)

Wednesday, 11 February 2009

Car

Haha... My car out of hospital lo

It got well faster than i though

Can go out and gud thing didnt spend too much money in fixing

Jux realise min update a lot on her blog

haha....

Monday, 9 February 2009

Car "Sick" !!!!

my small car broke down...
well, which mean no car for me for another week!!! Haiz...
I jux gt my car back for one week nia le...

Arggghhhhhhhh............

Oh ya, nt me tat make my car sick oh.
So, who is responsible le??

This is hw the story begun....

the week (thursday) before new year, my cousin called us up and said he wanna borrow the car.. Immediately my mum said yes.. Ok, that's fine then.. When my dad reached home, the car was gone and he said that he still need to change the enjin oil.. So, no one changed the oil

One week passed...

Finally, he returned the car on tat sunday.. We drove the car back and i started to hear sound from the car. I though it has sthg to do with the air-cond since tat has always been the main problem of my car.

My dad been busy last week since he started working already.. but nt much driving occured last week until yesterday we went to santubong..

When we're nearly home, the car get over heated... Haha....

we checked - no oil and no water !!! AND , realise that when the water is being filled in the water tank, it wil jux come out at the end where it's connected to the enjin.

BIG PROBLEM !!!

my dad said this is what happen when you drive too fast and too long.. Since the sound come straight after the car is being returned, he gt angry abt him...
We do knw he drive very fast and he's staying quite far from the city when he's here..

Well, for me i think there's no one to blame...
it's only us who has to be blame cox that is our car and it's our responsibilities...
the decision to borrow it to others is also being decided by us

Money is gone again...

Haha... Nw park at home cant drive..
that mechanic is not working on the last day of new year...

Since it's the last day of new year, let me say it for one last time

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE
MAY UR YEAR BE FILLED WITH LAUGHTER AND JOY

Thursday, 27 November 2008

ENJOY


YEAH!!!!!!

Holiday is here :)

Finally, reach the last day of the exam..
It really feels like ages even though it's only 4 days..
All those worries and tensions is all gone.. Gone Gone Gone...

HAHA... HAHA... HAHA.....

To celebrate our freedom after the long 14 weeks ( tired but enjoyable weeks), steamboat tonight....

Gonna eat a lot since not much change to eat tis kind of stuff .. >< Starting of holiday is fun but also boring since it will a long long holiday ... ( until next year march i think) So, anyone, my friends, get me out of the house if u can... If nt sure i rotten at home..

HOPE CAN GO DAMAI!!!!!

Monday, 10 November 2008

Tagged by Adrian .....

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there’s no need to do this AGAIN.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE. FUN. DOING. IT.

My perfect guys....
1. Has to be taller than me of course... Haha... i'm too short oredy...

2. Must have a gud personality :-
dont drink - a bit can la but nt until drunk
dont gamble - no mercy on tis
dont smoke - also no mercy on tis
loving, caring, loyal, must love family type.....

3. He should be a person that can talk ...

4. oh ya... gud looking too... Haha...

5. Always be there when u need him

6. Dont be too stingy and lo so....

7. .......

8. .......

7 and 8 will be filled up when i get to see more guys
Haha....

hmm.... dont knw tag who le...
So i dont tag lo....

p/s: anyone who is interested can also answer tis question

"世间万物,难免一死"

"世间万物,难免一死"

这句是我在看着一部卡通片里,一位角色所说的话,一句很简单,却无法避免的事实。
今年里,我陆陆续续送走了两个最亲近的亲戚。一个是我的二舅,一个是我三叔。在短短的半年里,看着他们失去父亲,然我觉得害怕。害怕那一天是我父母的时候,我会怎么办。我不肯定那时的我不会哭,也不看肯定我会哭,唯一很肯定的是,我会很害怕,很寂寞,很怀念,很自责。

很害怕因为他们是我最信赖的人,没了他们我不知道我还会有所谓的安全感。
很寂寞因为他们是我最能坦白的对象,没了他们我不知道还能向谁所我心里的话。
很怀念因为对他们永远把你当小孩看待,不离不弃,没了他们就如失去了自己的一半。
很自责因为没能回报更多,把所有他们所爱和所想要的一一为他们实现,就如他们实现我们所要的。

不过,我也会很开心,因为他们将从真个社会解脱,毫无负担,过着真真的自由。

面临死亡是人生的必经之路,我们永远不知道我们的寿命会有多长,哪怕下一秒钟,就离开了人间。所以,珍惜每一分每一秒,快快乐乐的过每一天,感谢一年的过去,欢迎新的一年。记得人生的喜怒哀乐,因为那是个过程,一个生存的证明。虽然任何人之间会有很多争吵,但是,要爱你身边的每一个人。最重要的是,要对自己的人生满意,无怨无悔。那么,当你离开时,就会对人生感到快乐,没有遗憾。

所以,从今天开始,享受人生。还有,记得要保持笑容。 :)