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Wednesday 23 December 2015

交叉路口

轉眼間,2015就要結束了!

在這漫長的一年裡,我做了人生的改變,然後失敗了。
俗話說 “失敗乃是成功之母”。
那我的人生的失敗,會造就我更好的未來嗎?我不可而知。

失敗讓我醒悟,
我的愚蠢,
我的單純,
我的高傲,
我的笨拙,
我的不備。

敗北了,也讓我獲許良多。
你看清了一部分的人,
你看懂了一部分的情,
你看透了一部分的事,
你看破了一部分的物。

現今的我,站在一個交叉路口。
它讓我回憶起一首讓我感受深刻,牢牢記住的詩。
《The Road Not Taken - by Robert Frost》
也許如同詩中所描述,
我接下來做的決定,
在未來的某一天,
在我回顧這一切的時候,
我可以很感慨的說,
這個決定改變了我的一生。

無論好與壞,勇敢走下去。
沒試過,
沒走過,
沒跌過,
沒痛過,
那就不是人生了!

人生座右銘 :
無論再氣,再累,再痛,切記,笑一笑,海闊天空


Thursday 28 May 2015

Sleepless Night and Time to say GoodBye~~

Here I am, at 2.30am in the morning, sitting in front of the computer blogging....

Welcome to 28th of May 2015, the release date of McDonald's minions 2015 - first batch, and the last day of my 3.5 years job.

Time flies by in a blink of an eye. An idioms that mirror my situation.

Whenever I look back, I remember my first interview, the nervousness I felt and the astonishment I had with the interview progress. I remember the joy of getting my first job and how my parents say it is a tough job to choose. I recall saying that "If you never try it out, you will never know whether the rumour is real". That was on the 7th day of CNY, 2012.

It was as if yesterday that I enter the office, going to my seat and not knowing what to do and where to start. I was so lucky that I was assigned to a senior, who is an architect, young and energetic, who helped my shy self to adapt quickly into my job. I can still hear the ringtone of his phone, ringing at the back of my head, as he had answered hundreds of call in a day, in order to get the podium to be handover in time for soft opening. 

I could still taste the food, served by our cafe, queing up for lunch and chit-chat with my colleagues during the meal. We used to say " OMG, how can the fried chicken to be this dry. Is it even human food!!". Then, we started sneaking out from the FREE LUNCH from 2 days per week to totally 6 days per week which maintained till today. I do believe it will still be the culture in the near future.

I used to be the only girl for my job title till another girl colleague arrived. It was fun having someone from the same side. Sort of balance out the male-female ratio. 

It is still fresh in my mind that during the course of my job, I had complained and complained and cursed and I wanted to quit my job. It's a god bless that a good leader was assigned which allowed me to stay on the job just a little longer. It was never expected to take so long yet seem so short.

Life got busier and busier as time goes, but it was a lot of fun. I completed something I started and enjoyed looking at it. Feeling proud that I was there the whole process and I knew within my heart that it's time for me to say goodbye to it. 

It all seem so near yet so far. I met a lot of people during the course of years, the come and go of colleagues, the happiness we share, the argument we have, the collaboration we had, the naughty side we had, the complain we share during tea time and snaking around...

It was all too fun to be forgotten and too hard to let go. I am grateful to have chosen this path in my life and very lucky to have such a wonderful colleagues. 

Now is the time for me to go for a path not taken.

I wish all of you the best of luck and most of all, thank you.

Thank you for the memory and time dedicated by you guys. You know who you are and I would give no less of my gratitude and best regards to you.

THANK YOU ALL.

Monday 16 March 2015

I'm Back in 2015

HELLOOoo 2015!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY OUT THERE

It's been more than 2 years and i'm still alive doing the same job as stated previously.

HOWEVER, all of it is gonna change pretty soon. I have officially submitted my resignation and is now seeking for a new job opportunities which is 8 to 5, Mon to Fri and able to learn some designing before I'm outdated.

Every-ones tell me that submitting a resignation letter is as easy as ABC. I would say that it's not necessary true. Resigning is to leave the comfort of your current job to join another job that is a brand new world to be explored. 

Yup, new place mean new challenges and meeting new people. But, it kinda worried me a lot. Even though the decision to leave was not made randomly,  I'm still nervous with my next job on whether i'll excel, be able to mingle with my colleagues, the manager personality so on and forth. Anyways, the decision has been made and lets hope for the best outcome.

On a lighter topic, I would say I'm so doooommmmeeddd with the current Malaysia economics. My upcoming trip has been over budgeted due to the decrease of Malaysia currency. Malaysia, my beloved country, will you please work harder for your loves citizen. *sigh*sigh*sigh*


I miss U!!
Korean BBQ!!