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Wednesday, 23 December 2015

交叉路口

轉眼間,2015就要結束了!

在這漫長的一年裡,我做了人生的改變,然後失敗了。
俗話說 “失敗乃是成功之母”。
那我的人生的失敗,會造就我更好的未來嗎?我不可而知。

失敗讓我醒悟,
我的愚蠢,
我的單純,
我的高傲,
我的笨拙,
我的不備。

敗北了,也讓我獲許良多。
你看清了一部分的人,
你看懂了一部分的情,
你看透了一部分的事,
你看破了一部分的物。

現今的我,站在一個交叉路口。
它讓我回憶起一首讓我感受深刻,牢牢記住的詩。
《The Road Not Taken - by Robert Frost》
也許如同詩中所描述,
我接下來做的決定,
在未來的某一天,
在我回顧這一切的時候,
我可以很感慨的說,
這個決定改變了我的一生。

無論好與壞,勇敢走下去。
沒試過,
沒走過,
沒跌過,
沒痛過,
那就不是人生了!

人生座右銘 :
無論再氣,再累,再痛,切記,笑一笑,海闊天空


Thursday, 28 May 2015

Sleepless Night and Time to say GoodBye~~

Here I am, at 2.30am in the morning, sitting in front of the computer blogging....

Welcome to 28th of May 2015, the release date of McDonald's minions 2015 - first batch, and the last day of my 3.5 years job.

Time flies by in a blink of an eye. An idioms that mirror my situation.

Whenever I look back, I remember my first interview, the nervousness I felt and the astonishment I had with the interview progress. I remember the joy of getting my first job and how my parents say it is a tough job to choose. I recall saying that "If you never try it out, you will never know whether the rumour is real". That was on the 7th day of CNY, 2012.

It was as if yesterday that I enter the office, going to my seat and not knowing what to do and where to start. I was so lucky that I was assigned to a senior, who is an architect, young and energetic, who helped my shy self to adapt quickly into my job. I can still hear the ringtone of his phone, ringing at the back of my head, as he had answered hundreds of call in a day, in order to get the podium to be handover in time for soft opening. 

I could still taste the food, served by our cafe, queing up for lunch and chit-chat with my colleagues during the meal. We used to say " OMG, how can the fried chicken to be this dry. Is it even human food!!". Then, we started sneaking out from the FREE LUNCH from 2 days per week to totally 6 days per week which maintained till today. I do believe it will still be the culture in the near future.

I used to be the only girl for my job title till another girl colleague arrived. It was fun having someone from the same side. Sort of balance out the male-female ratio. 

It is still fresh in my mind that during the course of my job, I had complained and complained and cursed and I wanted to quit my job. It's a god bless that a good leader was assigned which allowed me to stay on the job just a little longer. It was never expected to take so long yet seem so short.

Life got busier and busier as time goes, but it was a lot of fun. I completed something I started and enjoyed looking at it. Feeling proud that I was there the whole process and I knew within my heart that it's time for me to say goodbye to it. 

It all seem so near yet so far. I met a lot of people during the course of years, the come and go of colleagues, the happiness we share, the argument we have, the collaboration we had, the naughty side we had, the complain we share during tea time and snaking around...

It was all too fun to be forgotten and too hard to let go. I am grateful to have chosen this path in my life and very lucky to have such a wonderful colleagues. 

Now is the time for me to go for a path not taken.

I wish all of you the best of luck and most of all, thank you.

Thank you for the memory and time dedicated by you guys. You know who you are and I would give no less of my gratitude and best regards to you.

THANK YOU ALL.

Monday, 16 March 2015

I'm Back in 2015

HELLOOoo 2015!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY OUT THERE

It's been more than 2 years and i'm still alive doing the same job as stated previously.

HOWEVER, all of it is gonna change pretty soon. I have officially submitted my resignation and is now seeking for a new job opportunities which is 8 to 5, Mon to Fri and able to learn some designing before I'm outdated.

Every-ones tell me that submitting a resignation letter is as easy as ABC. I would say that it's not necessary true. Resigning is to leave the comfort of your current job to join another job that is a brand new world to be explored. 

Yup, new place mean new challenges and meeting new people. But, it kinda worried me a lot. Even though the decision to leave was not made randomly,  I'm still nervous with my next job on whether i'll excel, be able to mingle with my colleagues, the manager personality so on and forth. Anyways, the decision has been made and lets hope for the best outcome.

On a lighter topic, I would say I'm so doooommmmeeddd with the current Malaysia economics. My upcoming trip has been over budgeted due to the decrease of Malaysia currency. Malaysia, my beloved country, will you please work harder for your loves citizen. *sigh*sigh*sigh*


I miss U!!
Korean BBQ!!



Friday, 21 June 2013

Contribution to Stupidgirl_89

Halo everyone,

As refer to the title of this blog, I'm updating my blog contribution to her. Since she's been nagging me on my absent in blogging. Haha...

Well, more than half year ago, I updated regarding my concern of joining direct sales. Well, I rejected after much thinking as I'm damn sure that I won't spend my time and effort in making it big.

Within this half year,I've done a few decision and did some stupid stuff.

One
I've given my childhood dream a try. It has always been my dream to apply for working holiday scheme since my family couldn't afford to send me oversea. However, luck is not with me this year. Try try again next year. Hehehe~  :)

Second
Since I'm one of the low income citizen, I was given a compensation to purchase smartphone with a rebate of RM200. Should I let the chance slip? Hell NO!!! I waited and waited for the phone that would attract my attention and willing to be in debt for two years just to have it. At least this end up successful and I got myself a new phone, HTC ONE. I declare myself as a loyal HTC fans. I've never changed brand since my first phone.. 

Btw, this is just my second phone. Hopefully it can stand for another 4 years. ^^

Third
Been thinking on changing my job but I can never come out with a decision. I am currently handling a project and I wished to complete this project before I decided to leave. However, last year I was kinda piss off with the job and planed to just leave. Thank God that a new manager arrive and brought some hope in my job. So, I stayed and learn from him. He is a good leader and willing to teach patiently. Even though there are still some up and down in my job, but it's still okay. The project is going on smoothly everyday but as usual, non-stop phone call. Haiz.. 

Fourth
After much torturing from my laptop, I've decided to just go and buy one. However, non attract my attention just yet. Hopefully to get this done within a month or two from now.

Fifth
I realised that I'm running out of friend. The current people I stay contact with is less than 5 numbers. 
<(O.o)>
No one to blame unless me, myself who is just so tired and lazy to stay contact with friend. I've always been anti-social and prefer to stay at home. Blame me Blame me~~ :'(

Hmm.. I think that's all I have for now. 

Enjoy this nice song which I've got addicted to recently while I need to crack my brain to think of a good present for my sis and my fren who's birthday is coming up pretty soon. 



Friday, 9 November 2012

困惑

都說了,出來社會工作,煩惱就會變多,也要學會分辨好與壞~好困擾哦~ :'(

困擾的原因就是 我去聽了一個直銷的講座會。。。。。直銷哦。。。

對直銷本來就沒什麼愛好的人,被它吸引了。。

問題就出在這兒!!!

我被吸引的不是它銷售的產品或是利潤,而是那位看似可以讓我從他那裡索取很多寶貴經驗的人物~

我該如何選擇呢?

雖然知道如果陷下去,我會無法自拔~

他們說了一句
“如果你連半個小時都不願意拿出來,那你別說改變,因為你連給你自己一個改變的機會都不給"


困擾~

困擾該給自己一個嘗試的機會~

困擾該不該拒絕下一個邀約~

Tuesday, 18 September 2012

如果有一天你有勇氣

無論是你,我,他/她,
勇敢的去愛吧!
人生就這麼一回,
別到了盡頭,
後悔,
後悔為何沒去爭取,
自己的真愛,
哪怕沒成功,
至少努力過。




歌詞:

遇到很多人
卻沒有相愛
是否我不適合站在你身邊
我的這份愛  
只能存在於黑暗之中
有一些心事
想要勇敢對你說
我依舊愛著你等著你 只有你
其實那條路
就在離我們不遠的地方
如果有一天
能讓你放下所有顧慮去愛
毫無顧忌
不在意旁人的眼光 不在意別人的想法
如果有一天
只是想讓你能坦然面對別人的眼光
并告訴他們 我們相愛著
也許沒有人 能理解我們的愛
但如果我們相愛著也沒關係
重要的是你有了足夠的勇氣
如果有一天
你能放下所有的顧慮去愛
毫無顧忌
不在意旁人的眼光 不在意別人的想法
如果有一天
只是想讓你能坦然面對別人的眼光
并告訴他們 我們相愛著
如果有一天
你能放下所有的顧慮去愛
毫無顧忌
不在意旁人的眼光 不在意別人的想法
如果有一天
 只是想讓你能坦然面對別人的眼光
并告訴他們 我們相愛著

Monday, 7 May 2012

Welcome to the Family~ xD


Finally!! After half year of consideration and savings from my current job, I finally got it...

Paying with the money you earn by yourself is definitely different.

You earn it the hard way and it vanish in a blink of an eye.

LOL~~

 However, I'm happy with it and that's what matters.